* Ring Ring! *
Your telephone rings. What do you do?
You answered the phone, then suddenly... a voice speaks.
"Hello?"
"Can you hear me?"
"Is anybody there?""Please help me."
Sure thing.
Choke your rotting self away.
Go ahead.
This is a page filled with entries consisting borderline topics that may cause you to be severely uncomfortable. Please leave this site if you don't want to see mentions of this.This is a page made out of my mind, my heart, my soul, and my own being. All of them being furiously unstable.You MAY make fun of me! No one's stopping you.
Entry 01: Love
Love means you appreciate one's soul
Love means you appreciate one's being for who they truly are
Love means you are stepping into a rip of the fabric time and indulging yourself into one anotherLove means a merge of two souls
A merge of two beings
Those two beings can either be equal; or the other will be rottenThe rotten will eat up the good
The good will be eaten up by the rotten
It's all the same
Because it's LoveLove is a tide that will kill you
A needle that will make you flinch
A drug that makes you addicted
A factor of ignorance.
Entry 02: Kal
There was once a being named Kal
Kal was a pencilWhen days go by, Kal is always sad
But pencils don't have emotions
Kal thinks that it was different amongst others
Not an "arrogant" difference
Not a "selfish" difference
Not an "embarrassing" difference
Not an "appreciated" difference
It just felt
DifferenceKal was a pencil
A sad pencil
Why was the pencil sad?It couldn't find it's "point" in life
Entry 03: Ø
"I'll bathe in the angels blood"
"Because It's that time of the month"
"Razor blades in my mouth"
"Then my organs start to flood""I want to worship the sun"
"Today, I met a woman named God"
"Don't make a face when you cum, scum"
"A human's destiny is to get shot"are the words I heard from a 1999 mental hospital tape recording.
Entry 04: Appreciation
It's not really something I earn.
Entry 05: Phlegm
Rot
Rot
RotRotting
Rotting
RottingRotten
Rotten
RottenRot
Rot
Rot.
Entry 06: AAAAAAAGH!!!
I hate when people scream
I hate when people shout
I hate when people yellWhen people yell at me
When people shout at me
When people scream at meIt makes me want to cry
It makes me want to die
It makes me want to sneeze, actuallyBut when I scream
No one responds.
Entry 07: Chiko
(No description.)
Entry 09: She's Cut
She's cut
She vomits fire
She talks like a man with desireShe's cut
She's torn out
She won't ever sproutShe's cut
She's lurking in the vent
She's wondering where her happiness went.
Entry 10: All Over Me
They're all over me
Those hands that crave for my existence and my soulIts 'cause I'm just cool like that
It's 'cause I have those fuck-me eyesI know I'm just all you need
I know I'm just all you will wish forAdmit it, you're worthless without me
Admit it, I'm the only one you ever knewIn the end, you'll just dispose of me anyway.
Entry 11: Go Fucking Kill Yourself
Jumping off a high ledge when you're acrophobic
Drowning in the sea when you're thalassophobic
Hanging yourself when you're pseudodysphagic
Slitting your throat when you're aichmophobicJust say you have no choice anymore.
Entry 12: Hesitate
This niche I long
It comforts my aching heart
It was all I ever wantedThings that are not me make me happy and joyful
They cut through my bleeding cheeks to form what is called a grin
They are the reason I still live until this day todayIf you're thinking about yourself, It's not you
And it will never be you
I disgust you
You'll never be as special as this niche I longIf you're thinking about people, It's not people and never will be people
I disgust people
People will never be as special as this niche I long
Entry 13: I'm Sorry Father, for I have Sinned.
All you need is just the hug of someoneSomeone that conquers the world
Someone who invented the good and the bad
Someone who created Adam and Eve
Someone who is always watching me
Someone who is always in my heart even if I deny it
Someone who comes in this earth to erase all my wrongdoings
Someone who can hear me all the time.
Afterwards, the voice replied:
"Despite everything,"
"It's all OK."
"If the moon, the earth, and the sun is still here, everything will all be OK."
The caller hangs up.